end of the year post =]

Let's see...this year...wow this year so much had happened...i think it went by too fast.

Let's see it was the end of sophomore year and the beginning of junior year....gosh junior year is really as what people say, very stressful and full of crap.

LEt's see...i made closer friendship ties while kinda losing some but i didn't completely lose them yet...its still hanging there by a thin thread and hopefully ill be able to strengthen it =] I dont ever want to lose a friend so hopefully the ties wont ever break and will always be able to be repaired. hahah dont i sound like a geek...using all these literary devices HAHHAHA where's ms. gromko this should be an A+ xD

This year..i changed a lot i think, i also developed a alter ego...haha yes i have two different personalities! OH NO? oh yes! hahah OH THE IRONY.... hmmm you wanna know both sides? hmm idk how you are gonna do that but if you can do that...i praise you xD

I met some interesting people this year and made friends that i never even thought of making xD every SINGLE (no i dont mean relationship wise) person i met have created an impact onto my life, yes it can be bad or good but either way you made a change somehow im my life =] I also tried a lot of new things and this year...i've beeen hanging out more often and eating out more often...tsk tsk all this bad influences haha just kidding!

There was drama this year...you dont expect it but random shit pops up and you dont know waht to do about it....tsk tsk xD but i guess we kinda got through, all of us did i think =]
i guess i had some pretty bad days and such, like sitting on that broken chair...walking home in that storm....that six hour car ride due to the snow....and other random crap. Haha i guess i also had some of my emotional ventings on this blog...and emotional moments in general during my life xD. But i guess ill get stronger from them and will become a better person by it =]

I am thankful for all my friends and everyone i know and everyone i meet xD
yes i am very thankful to be living in general. Thank you all for making wonderful memories with me.
hmmm since i have the time ill list out some out of the top of my head xD

• talking online
• karaoking
• hotpot
• running for that bus
• singing randomly in downtown
• "are you two going out?" *turns head to the side "HA HA HA HA"
• "umm hay ya" and "mo cum lah"<---- i think xD
• "KEYOTA!"
• all those times i randomly go ayanghaceyo saranghaeyo xD
• fussing over big bang; TAEYANG and DAESUNG big time
• new obsession with b2st...YOSEOB and DOOJOON =]
  
• going out to eat
• playing tennis
• going to the mall when there's nowhere else to go
• listening to me yell stuff out of the top of my lungs
• haha squealing over cute guys, yes those liang chays ;D
• eating our butts off
• sleepovers
• movies
• gossiping all night....yeah that one time...all the way till 3...AM
• attempting to dance...yes the butt dance, sorry sorry, ring ding dong, and all that good stuff xD
• "the store is close"
• sushi land...yes sushi land, with them short short booths
• telling each other secrets =]
• "Mrs. KoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooCHHHHHHHH" haha
• playing in the team tournaments
  

***yeah that's all i can think of now...but that;s just like the beginning of the list...the list wouldn't fit here i think

hmm i learned a lot of new things this year as well...a lot of new things xD
i also tried alot of new things and did things that even i didn't know i have the courage or would ever think of doing. And of course there were alot of regrets this year. I guess we all just have to learn and adapt right? ;]
In a way i have also learned to not try to take everything for granted and also learned to let go kinda....sorta....idk xD
I realized that i slack off alot and i should try and do better....try and do ALOT better cause im just stressing myself xD

Hmmmm also...i think i became very dependent this year....i rely to much on trying to fill up my boredom by talking to people and if there's no one to talk to ill feel hopeless and alone...i need to stop xD


yeap...hmmm idk what else to write...should i vent? sure why not end of the year venting =]
(lets make it a different font ;])
hmmm soo vent vent....im in a pretty happy mood right now so there's really nothing in my mind...haha im really happy for my friend who just found her "prince" she seems very happy right now and she deserves it!
as for me, iunno could i possibly be falling for this new "fruit" [christina knows what i mean]. It's been infront of my eyes for a long time, but i never really took notice of him, but who knows xD he has the ability to make me smile and has the ablity to warm up my heart but am i good enough for him? haha who knows...i wonder what he views me as xD
it could also be that i just fall to easily....i trust people to easily at times i realized lol. I smile to easily, forgive to easily, and open my heart up to easily sometimes and get disappointed in the end. I need to stop expecting so much and thinking so much about what ifs and such cause what ifs are what ifs...they aren't certain.
parents this year...tsk tsk very idk the word. They seems to be very inconsiderate and mean >=I my sister is being even more of a little brat i dont get her. sighh nothing i can do about it though, i dont even talk to her so im not even gonna bother....sometimes i envy those families that are so close to each other...i dont get how they can be so close. i mean they tell their parents and siblings EVERYTHING, haha yes EVERYTHING. I cant do that...my parents sighh....nah xD

that's it for this year...ill see you guys next year! =]
thank you for spending your time reading this pointless site xD
haha SARANGHAEYO!!!! <3
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE! lets make 2010 memorable!