vent =]

DIRT: damnit she pissed me off today! haha its not really a big deal but its probably because its her. god im mean! anywho so i had a perfect first serve that she completely missed. She goes im not ready yet so im like....uhh ok? I guess ill redo it beacuse im nice. I missed both of my serves....damnit i was like it wasn't my fault that you werent ready. And she was acting all oh ho ho im so good about it...im like DOT DOT DOT!

now about life: =]
So i just got done talking to a friend and realized that im not the only one feeling this way. We are both stuck into some sick roles. We are both hurtng from the dumbest things because we can't see the good sides of it. We all want to be able to have the strength to be confident enough to tell them, but we both let our esteems get in the way. She's confused becuase she doesn't know if she's doing the right thing, but i think she is.
Love is something you can't force onto somebody, if you dont have any feelings towards them then they dont have a chance. Would you rather find out that the person you like dont like you back by them showing/telling you? Or would you rather find out after thinking that you finally have a chance but they were faking it the whole time? In other words, its better to tell the person who likes you that you have no interest in them, so that they wont have to go through the pain of wanting to know.
Boys and girls are alike, we both have fragile hearts and we both have low self esteem when it comes to love. We both like people and wonder if they feel the same way. But even knowing that, sometimes you can't help but feel like you have no hope. People keep saying that somehwere out there is someone who does want you too, who feels the same way you are feeling. But where is that person? Why can't they just tell me so i can feel better about myself? Why can't i find my prince charming? Why do i have to be so stupid and stubborn and still stick on my broken dreams?
But i can't help myself. Sometimes just seeing them being happy with whatever they are doing just puts a smile on your face. A smile that is happy yet hiding sadness at the same time.

WHEWWW damnnn idk what got into me xD

i need to control my anger xD

So, i took the later bus this morning and still got to school on time, which means that i dont have to rush for the bus every morning. In class today we got to go outside and practice our scripts today, it was better than being stuffed up in the classroom. So for our skit, me and joanna are gonna be doing the macorana <--- or something like that. yeah its gonna be dorky, watch us crack up the whole time.
Afterschool we all went to the mall and i ate my rice there =] Lily showed us how to draw this very funny story, that is perverted. You draw certain objects and then you think aww but then its a bad picture >=D Yeah so then after, i went to the library to turn in my summer reading thingy. When i turned it in the man doing it was like...idk scary. He was like yeah you can pick and coupon and stuff and i was like ok, i want to have 2 tickets to clean up my library card. He was like really? im like yeah. I guess he was like wtf because each coupon was 15 dollars off your fines. Ha i had twenty something.
Yeah so i checked out some books and then got a ride to stjohns. When i got there we had a meeting about tomarr's tournament. So i guess i get to skipb 1.5 hours of summer school tomarr because we have to be at the place by 11 =D Then we decorated foam tennis balls and then practiced. Today we played chumps and champs doubles, me and luehna were partners and i felt good working with her =] Yeah so i guess while i served i hit myself and then someone laughed at me, i went and smacked them in the arm... haha my bad =[ i do stuff without thinking alot xD
Yeah so practice ended early today and so calvin drove tracy, luehna, jason, and me to quiznos. There we talked and they ate and stuff and then i guess i was mean to calvin again and he said, "why do i even bother driving you around, im just asking for it." I felt bad haha i guess i should learn to control my anger xD
So then after that, we went to PTC and we hit around for a little bit. It was me, jason, tracy and calvin because luehna had to go. So then we decided to play butts up, the game tabina is horrible at. So right off the bat i lost, and i guess they had to serve at me while my back is turned. Tracy was being nice and missed on purpose, thanks =] I guess jason didn't hit me. BUT THEN! there was CALVIN....i guess it was time to pay back for my violence! He served and luckily my legs were apart because it went right through! I was like WOAH! Yeah so then i lost again and kept whining so he changed the game to a 11 point instead of 3, before we could finish i had to go home.
I went to safeway and bought some crap then went home. I made a steering wheel for my skit! =]
Yeap, that's pretty much my day.
Wish me luck tomarr! =]
Playing from 11am to 8 pm =]

THE HEAT WAVE!

OhMiGah the weather is killing me. Dude at summer school its so hot! Yeah so school is going good, making some new friends and our skit is going great. Saw an old friend today, he texted me but i can't text back! im out of text! NO! D=
So after school today me and elizabeth went to the mall and she bought a happy meal because she thought it was the cheapest thing...i was like...wow. HAHA so like she got the mcnugget happy meal which was like 4.15 and there was a meal with 6 pieces of chickens, bigger fries, and drink for only 4. i was like HAHAH Yeah so then we went to starbucks and was like can we have some free water, i love starbucks, they actually ring it up as $0.00 and serve it out =]
Then we got on the bus, there was these 3 guys and one of them was so cute =] So like during the ride, i guess one of them did a farting noise and i was like HAHA elizabeth you farted! I laughed, titled back my head and BANG! it got smacked right on the corner of the chair. I was half laughing half crying from pain xD Afterwards we went to my house and i made some potstickers =] Then we watched some videos and then started to do karaoke. Luckily her dad came because she was gonna record us singing...i was like HA SYKE!
After she left i did spanish work and then went over to lindas. Yes it was another night of playing cards =]
And now im here writing this boring blog. xD

another moment

ay yah.
im getting bored of guys.
they are all the same now and days.
i'm tired of them.
i'm giving up on guys for a while.
THAT DONT MEAN IM GOING LESBO!
yeah anywhoo
i had a whole list of what to blog in my head
it all went away
i think i should go to bed
xD

HEAT, SWEAT, EW!

So TODAY was HOT! ECH! OH! TEE! HOT! So in class today we started on a new script. BUT this time....we have to come up with our own lines, he just gives us a guideline. Yeah so my group is Joanna, John, Wilson and I. heehee yes we have john in our group! The comedian! YES! I have a feeling that ours is gonna be pretty interesting. So throughout the whole class i was half asleep and pissed off for no reason! haha i guess it was because my ear was clogged up.
So then afterschool, still half asleep and pissed off i walked to bugerking with people. There i got and bought an icee float, it was yummy but i regret later because it felt heavy in my tummy. I helped tri scratch the little scratch it thing and he won a free shake! HAHA we were like lets pick the chinky eye side! =] Yeah and then we got to stjohns and it was HOT!
I was really tired to i decided to go to sleep. I guess not many people saw me sleeping, which was a good thing =] It was hard falling asleep but i managed too and woke up to someone smacking a bottle against something. DAMN oh well it was time for practice anyways. Practice today was RIDICULOUS! IT WAS SO EFFING HOT! why the hell does it have to be so hot?! Yeah so it was ok had a couple of laughs during practice. Jing manage to sneak out under the curtain ans scare the crap out of me. I guess it was pretty funny cause calvin was laughing his ass off. -.-
After practice i got a ride home and FML i forgot my keys! it was so hot but luckily my neighbor was home and they had our spear key! YES! So i get home and was hungry and wanted some more potstickers again. I was boiling the water and decided that it was gonna take too long, so i made some mac n cheese. It's been so long since i had some. =]
Yeah so then i went on aim and had some deep conversations with people i haven't talked to for a while, it felt good. =]

dead tired

Yeah so yesterday, i became too tired so i didn't write a blog. I was playing a tennis tournoment in the beaming sun. I got thrid place, but i guess it was a big achievement =]

So today, i woke up and went to chruch. The new priest was soo boring, he was preaching the same thing for the longest time! It felt like church will never end! At the end these blind brother and sister singing and playing piano, it was pretty cool i guess.
Later i walked to baongoc's house to go to aquatic park, it was tourchoure! Why the eff did it have to be so HOT?! i was walking and i was so sweaty! just 15 blocks and i was dying! Yeah so i get to her house and guess who greets me! VICTOR trinh! HAHA i haven't seen him in FOREVER! Yeah there was also victor kuss, katherine, quyen there and we all walked to meet up with Eric. Then we walked to the bus and got off at the mall. Then WALKED to aquatic park. I got to push eric and it was funny, i was like going from side to side.
When we got there we met up with Alysha and Elizabeth and then we all went and had some fun. We were all splashing each other. Me, alysha, and elizabeth went on the slides, the yellow one was the only fun one, too bad the red one was closed =[ yeah i was looking at some guys, damn there are many with such nice bodies! xD So we all went into the hot tub and surprisingly didnt' get kicked out! HAHA i guess we look old for our age ;D
Then we all went to chilies and ate i was broke but i bought this chips and salsa thing for 3 dollers, it was SO MUCH! worth my three dollers! But i was soo full, i became sick of chips! Yeah so then elizabeth's dad drove me home.
Today was a good day i guess, lots of walking. Yesterday plus today? dudde im not sure how im gonna last tomarr. ay yah. ITS GONNA BE HOT TOMARR!
Right now i feel as though i am dead...im so tired.

washing plastic plates and forks...

Mmmk, so today had a great start to it because i actually woke up early and everything went smoothly today =] So class today was alright. I guess the best part was how we played pictionary and basketball in the gym. Pictionary was soo funny we were all just shouting out random answers and drawing ridiculously hard words. He wanted me to do hanging out with friends...im like how the HELL do i draw that? Yeah and then in the gym i made 3 or 4 free throws in a role! YES! but then there was john who made like FOUR 5 pointers in a role, i was like WHOA!
Yea so after school i rushed to st. johns to volunteer today, it was HELL. People moved so slowly and the max was so overfilled. I got there five minutes late maybe but it was all good. Me and lily wiped down some tables and then we had to wash plastic forks and plates. We were like ok? Yeah so we didn't see dish soap so i was just loading on a WHOLE bunch of hand soap onto the plastics and scrubbing them. ay yah i feel bad for them kids.
So then me and lily headed to ptc and we saw all these little pro kids there playing. Yeah whenever me and lily walk there, we are the most hyperest and loudest asian kids you'll ever see. Yeah so then we met up with calvin and he was hungry so we went to sushi land. There he actually bought me and lily ice cream! =] On the way there we showed us this video of this lady singing can't live. She pronounced it ken lee....its HILARIOUS! its like a indian version of the korean guy singing touch my body xD
Yeah so then we went to the asian tournament and wow...it was stuffy inside. Calvin's court was too far away so me and lily watched this doubles match in front of us. There was these two girls who were BOMB! they were only 13 or 12 though...they looked that young. IT was AMAZING they were so adorable and beast! Yeah so then me and lily explored the whole place and soon went home after calvin's match.
Yeah when i got home, my dad was giving me crap and it was just BULL. I ate then worked on my present for my friend =] I felt like a artist painting! xD HAHA syke! I like to paint =]
Yeah so now i'll soon head off to bed and rest for tomarr.
Nighty night everyone xD

ay yah...my wrist is hurt xD

So, nothing in spanish or the morning was really special today so ill keep this short.
After school i talked to some old friends and it was nice to finally be able to talk to them agian =]
Then me and lily went to the mall and went liang chay hunting. I found the perfect gift for my friend. Me and lily was being weirdos walking around and laughing at random crap. Then we decided to go to PTC for our match, and along the way i was helping her dry her shirt. We were singing and dancing xD. So we get there and my friend was drying her shirt as well. She was sitting in the bathroom swinging her shirt around.
So we practiced a little and then the team sat and rested. It was fun moments, we were talking about gai and her new toy. It was relaxing and fun! =]
So then the match started and me and partner lost but i did wayyy better in the game than last week. So then i decieded to play agian because i wanted to. Bad idea. So me and christina were going to play, but she said her back hurted but i pressured her into it. So i guess the guy we played had lucky serves. He hits the crap out of the ball and soemtimes its in. So i guess i returned on of this out ones wrong and my wrist was hurting a little, i was like maybe its not a big deal. But then none of my shots were in anymore and when i used a forehand my wrist had a pain in it. So we decided to just play to six, it was 1- 6, we told them to just stop it cause we were both in pain. Christina's back hurted more and now i feel bad =[ i shouldn't have pressured her into it. Yeah so now my wrist hurts when i bend it so what a lame way to end my day.

So like always i wake up and catch the bus, guess who was on the bus today...LIANG CHAY was!! =] I got to school and me and Elizabeth played mancala again...i won! xD Then we decided to play cupstacking! haha we haven't done that in so long it was hilarious. It was fun though. Yeah so class was ok, our team is still undefeated! Kinda funny though because our class now has these two people who are "smartypants". They were like having a war today, those two just kept raising their hands...i was like wow... We also practiced our skit today, i think we are gonna have fun. It's pretty funny. Spanish now and days are filled with me bullying Wilson, MUAHHA im so mean!
After spanish though, me, joanna, and Elizabeth played chubby bunny. It was my first time, it was such a funny experience. IT WAS NASTY TOO! lol i did it twice with them and got 6 or 7. Then i did it with Christina and we both got 8 or 9!
Then we had practice for two hours in the hot sun. It was fun and i got a good score playing 21! i was so proud of myself! Then afterwards me, lily, and christina walked to the max stop, the whole time i was cracking up, almost peed in my pants. Lily was talking about how she doesn't lock her door and her family will always walk in on her. She described everything in the most hilarious way! xD
So then me and lily went to walmart because i had a follow up for my eyes. We got their early so we walked around and was being nerds xD Afterwards we went to lily's house and it was so funny. She was like ill attempt to cook for you tabina, i was like yay! She ended up being lazy and getting me instant bao xD Then she also made me instant jellyfish! i was like...damnn you have instant everything! Yeah then she was like i shall make some eggs! im like OK! So she starts mixing the eggs, i thought that she was gonna make like an omelet or something, so i was like go cut some garlic! We did and then she sets up the steamer...i was like...what? She was like yeah you just add water to the eggs and then steam it. Im like WTF? STEAMED EGGS? i never tried it. So she steamed it and it was soo different, it was like jello that tasted like eggs. Yeah and with the bao, i was like you should steam it instead of microwaving it. So she steams it..for like a minute and was like i think its done. I was like are you sure? she's like i think so. So she cuts them into fours and goes..oh no! they are still cold! i cracked up, she is soo funny. So she ended up microwaving them.
So then we head off to the park and then lily's mom told me to get some plums. haha she gave me plums that was still on the branches it was so funny. Her mom was like they are nice, but she said it in a fobby way so it was nigh-see. I thought she meant poop in chinese so i was like what? LOL
Yeah so we went to the park and me and lily was spiting out plum seeds everywhere. Then we met up with christina and we socialized about the randomest crap xD found out new code words too, queen and princess xD
Yeah so now im home talking and about to memorize my spanish skit xD
wish me luck! =]

7 hours of spanish...

Woke up like always and i decided to actually make some good quality coffee. I made it and was in search of a coffee mug....IT WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND! i was like awww come on, what a bad way to start of the morning. So i had to catch the bus half asleep.
I got to school and we were all waiting outside, i decided to be stupid and try to open the door...guess what? IT OPENED! i was like HAHA stupidity its useful sometimes. So in class i was playing cards with this one person. They pissed me the fuck off with their cockiness, it was out of hand today so i just ignored him and walked away.
So class started and so far, my team is undefeated! haha we haven't lost a game yet! Class was too long today, too long, 7 HOURS! It was so boring today too, but then during the break and lunch time me and Elizabeth played mancala...old but fun game! =]
Afterwards me and Joanna went to volunteer at hospice and it was pretty fun talking to her, nice day too. So after i was suppose to go to the mall with Lily. But she wouldn't pick up the phone i was like LILY! lol i called her ten times and saw her when the max came xD. So me and her walked to all the stores and played around, it was interesting and fun =] We both got bouncy balls, and i got a BRIGHT ORANGE ONE!! muahhaha! I almost lost it soo many times today xD
Yeah so afterwards me and lily went to walmart cause i needed to get shampoo and marshmallows. HAHA yes tomarr me, elizabeth, and joanna are doing chubby bunny, its gonna be like their fourth time and my FIRST TIME! haha so i was having a hard time seeing if the marshmallows were the right size because i thought we had to get the ones that said BIG or something. The only kinds that Walmart had was the mini ones and the regular ones i think. So lily said that the regular ones were the right size, but i was hesitate. After a while, i trusted her and bought some xD
Yeah today wasn't that interesting kinda a boring day.

the cute guy season is begining to happen xD

Ok, so today was the first day of the second semester of summer school. I needed my language credits so that's why im taking spanish. I woke up at around 6:30 today and only took 10 minutes to get ready! haha record time! Getting ready includes changing and getting my tennis crap and making my lunch =]
At around 7:00 i got on the bus and it was normal, nothing exciting. After a few stops though, this guy walks onto the bus. I'm not usually into white guys, but damn he was CUTE. I was like....YES a perfect start to my morning! After a few more stops, POP out come another liang chay! HAHA! i was like...damn. Then when i tranfered on to the max, I saw more cute guys! i was like....hahhaha they are popping up out of nowhere! yeah on the max, there was this guy, and he was like dressed in an orange shirt and matching jordans, the shoes were cool..not him sadly HAHA. Yeah but he was like doing pull ups on the max...im like WTF? lol
Yeah so i get to school and walks into the class, nothing special at first, jsut same old stuff. Then slowly some new faces popped up, and DAMN there was one or two cute ones! heehee yes, i have some more good looking guys in my class! Spanish was boring today, the teacher talked too much. We got new teams for the little game we do in class everyday but at least i get to check out some cuties! ;D
OMG the FUNNIEST thing happened in spanish today though. So i was sitting there, minding my own bussiness and BAM out of nowhere a nail flew onto my notebook. I look up and i saw Elizabeth doing something with her nails. Jenny told me that my face had the ultimate WTF look on it! LOL Yeah so i guess Elizabeth flicked her nail in the air and it landed on my notebook. We all cracked up, hilarious and gross.
So then after school me, christina, wilson, and joanna went to mcdonals and we all got that free mocha sample. The cups were so cute and small, 8 oz, they actually made it with whip cream and all! lol
Yeah so me and christina got hungry so we decided to pull out our homemade food and sit at mcdonals and eat it, funny. Afterwards we headed off to practice and on the way there, me, tri, sara, and christina was telling each other some brain teasers and some blond/rascist jokes >< So practice today was alright, wasn't exciting...my serves were all crap today...serious crap. Yeah i got pissed off badly today though...freaking cocky ass bitches. So "A" was giving everyone attitude today. So it was time to hit again after picking up balls and i go to the court that i was just on because the coach said to go to the court you were just on. So maybe i heard wrong but still you don't have to be a bitch about it and give me attitude about the fact that im on the wrong court....I WAS LIKE WTF? He was all like acting like i was stupid and like i was his dog. Usually i wouldn't care...but that bitch had to give me FUCKING attitude about it. And then dirt (only some of you know) annoyed me too. So we were playing champs and chumps. You are allowed a first and second serve. If you miss both you go out, or if you lose the first point your out. Ok she goes and serves her first serve, it was in and i hit it back and won the point. That means that her turn is over, but no she goes and serves again. I dont hit it and go "you lost that point", she goes "so?" in the most rudest way. I'm like WTF why is everyone rude to me today.
Yeah, so calvin gave me and luehna a ride home. He goes, "i have this favorite new music video". It turns out to be this stupid little south park thingy called im not your friend remix....its very random and stupid but its in tabina's head....tsk tsk tsk. Yeah so he decides that he wanted a large drink from McDonald, luehna goes "buy us some fries! they're only a dollar!" So he actually brought a large fry for us all to share...how nice of him. The funny part was that they made us wait 10 minutes for them, haha. During that time, Calvin shows us this south park episode about somebody taking a number two in the urinal, funny episode but seriously...wtf? south park is so random xD Yeah so he drops luhena off and then it kinda got quiet and akward in the car, didn't really talk much but somehow i ended up dissing him on not being able to cook xD. He dropped me off at the libary and waited for my mom to pick me up and went home.
When i got home, immediately my dad starts to give me crap. Ok so i guess the table top towel we used has been used for a while and we should switch towels, but no he has to effing nag about it. He's like "if it wasn't for me in this house, you guys would all die. The towel is over used and bacteria and grow and make you sick, you guys are stupid. If i was dead you guys would all die" im like WTF? why is EVERYONE giving me SHIT today?! And we ate rice noodles today, so i had to cook some, i cooked some and my dad goes are you sure that's enough? that looks so little! go get some more! we was practically screaming at me. I was like WTF i know how much i can eat shoo. And then there's my mom nagging at how i eat too much, she's like stop eating. Im like ok? so one sides want me to be fat and one wants me to die of hunger.

Yeah so after eating, i sit and start talking to people on aim. And then now im writing this blog. xD
And it very sad, but that im not your friend song is stuck in my head...ay yah.

another moment xD

time to vent =]

I'm sure all of you know that feeling you get when you are around somebody hat you like? How they could just cheer up your whole day without realizing it? That feeling you get that is better than all the money or food in the world. The smile you keep on your face the whole day because they have the ability to make you smile. They have the ability to give you butterflies. Well i like those feelings. HAHA random much? Well i just want to thank that person for being around me, so that i am able to feel this way everyday. You have given me hope. Even though i do get hurt, i cherish those happy moments more =]

yeah hella random post xD

costco madness

Yeah...so today i had to wake up at 7:30 to get ready to go to chruch...LAMEEE. There wasn't anything to eat when i woke up, LAMER! Yeah so i went to chruch and saw my cousin there and we sat by each other and talked. Chruch then started and it was the loooonngggessttt one i have ever been to. SERIOUSLY, i must've fell asleep like 10 times...i felt so bad. It was pretty interesting though, i was looking at all the people around me. There were little groupies of those typical skater/preps, those asian moms that look like nail people, those fobs, and those overly aggressive dads. Interesting how us vietnamese are split up into those groups xD
After chruch we went to costco, it was the lamest grocery shopping trip i have ever been too. People at the place were all stupid and they had no sense of direction nor common sense. They would stand in the effing middle of the fucking place and talk. I had to get through but nooo they just blocked the whole isle and looked at my like im crazy...im like WTF? My dad would disappear out of nowhere and i would stand there, and wait for like 5 minutes...and he comes back with NOTHING!!! im like WTF???? I was strolling down this isle and then a cart turns the corner and keeps heading in my direction, i was like WTF there was free space next to me, why do you have to bump into me! DAMN stupid stupid stupid.
Then after a while at my mom's we head home. At home i did some laundry and watched some more family outing! hahah i love that show!! I watch it everyday now xD, i need to catch up.
Then i went to play tennis at franklin, it was a very very hot day. The sun was beaming directly on us. Yeah it was fun, i guess im not switching rackets, sticking to the prince one xD
I got home and went over to my neighbor's house again. They were picking clams at the beach i guess and they cooked some for everyone to eat, yum yum. Yeah after eating, i watched some more family outing and now im here. Writing this lame boring blog xD

mmk one of those moments decided to come up, here goes the venting xD

I don't get people like snail <--- only some know who I'm talking about. You act like you are so weak, you act like your so stupid about life, like you need help in every second of it. You manipulate others and act like no one notices. You are a fucking slut, going up to every guy, touching them, acting like you are a piece of noodle that can't do shit. You say this, but do that, you make up the stupidest excuses for it. You think you can do anything, all you need to do is suck up and suck their balls. You are a conceded bitch who can't do shit but to say shit to others to make yourself sound good. You think everyone loves you? Well think again you fucking whore, you have no idea how many people say this about you everyday, every hour of your life.

Friendship, it makes me wonder A LOT. There are times when you think that it will always be there and last, but then it can go away just like that. Sometimes we all get mad at completely nothing and that's how we drift apart. One little misunderstanding or different thinkings and our friendship can die just like that.

I was just listening to you belong with me again today, and i just think of how much i can relate to it. I hate how everyone in my life, like my pineapple, celery, tomato... <---christina knows XD. I hate how they all end up treating me like another guy. I hate how im always stuck there, being the one in pain, hiding it all, laughing it off around them. I hate how im always feeling like this, always making a big deal out of everything. Why must they all treat me like that, leading me on, then just throwing me away....sighhh.

yeah there i go xD
feels better now xD

gettting cut from ice....-.-

So, this morning at around 8:30ish or so, i woke up to the random sound of peeing. Yes, someone was peeing that loudly...rediculous. Yeah i guess when i was sleeping so i texted some people back and decided to try and go back to sleep again. Yeah that didn't really work out, kept getting awaken by my phone xD should've turned it on silent. I feel back to sleep at around 9:20 maybe and the next thing i knew, my sister's face was infront of mine, telling me to wake up at 10:20. I was like WTF i need to sleep, but i figered if i do my dad would give me some crap so i woke up.
I ate some breakfast and dicided to finally watch T.V...its been a while since I watched it, i've been mostly youtubing xD. But the digital switch was kinda lame because the only thing that it gives you more of is more random boring crap. Sigh, we have to pay 40 dollers to get more random BS. I ended up watching this one cooking show. It was interesting, the lady sounded like a bitch, a pain in the ass, so i decided to watch the qubo channel, the only good channel there is anymore. There were some funky cartoons xD When i got done i did some laundry.....LOTS of laundry, and i did the dishes too.
So the rest of my HOT day, (it was very very hot today), involved watching some family outing and some random youtubers xD Family outing is the best show to watch i swear, kinda a pain to read the subs but its so hilarious and funny, and it has Daesung on it! xD Then i watched Elizabeth's youtube channel, it kinda made me want to have one. Just sit there and do nothing but to talk, and random people will actually watch it xD Also, i was on aim, talking to people. Yeah it was a pretty boring day.
Then around 5:30 i helped my nieghbor cooked and then everyone in the u-turn came over and ate. I ate too much....my stomach is like bleh >=p They ran out of ice, so i had to go and get some from home. While i was getting some, i guess i CUT MYSELF. It was stupid, getting cut from ice...my finger was bleeding =[ It was pretty funny over there, the moms were all talking about the randomest and funniest crap ever. My mother told me that when i was little, she would tell me to get a cup from the cabinet, and if there wasn't any, i would go "mommy, i don't see the cups, they all ran away". HAHAHAHA i was cracking up so much, i did not remember anything like that.
So now I'm here talking and blogging away. xD

darn sun

So, i woke up today at 6:30...yeah i was dead tired but i still got off my lazy butt and got ready to head to St. Johns. Nothing bad happened this morning but the bus rides was soo looonggggg and it was too early in the morning...ay yah. So like the bus driver sorta scared me because she was driving for like a minute with no hands cause she was talking to somebody...i was like DO YOU WANT US TO DIE!! ITS TOO EARLY FOR THIS! xD
I got to St. Johns at around 8:50ish. The morning was fun the little kids are all soo cute! I was so happy most of them knew who i was and little Gemma was all hugging me and stuff, she's such a cutie pie! We took them to the park later on and i was piggyback riding them and playing boxes...fun fun xD
Then at around 12, when they left Margot hitted with us for a while. She gave me this cool racket to try out, its sooo pretttyy =D
Then the afternoon kids showed up, and it was good because they weren't THAT ROUNDY today lol. Played some monkey ball with them and wallball. Then we hit back and forth with these two kids, one was small and is the most adorable little boy you've ever seen. He had some pretty good shots and it looked like he knew what he was doing because of how he swung...he's gonna become pro when he grows up...haha.
So then we were finnished at four, so i get on the bus and fell asleep at least ten times. Met some weird people on the bus and some annoying ones too. There were like seats opened around me, but nooo some stupid dude sat next to me and he and his friends were soo annoying...gah I wanted to strangled them so badly. >=[
When i got home...i realized that my house keys were inside my backpack, inside my house. What a horrible thing. Yeah so for like 30 minutes, i was outside in the beaming sun, hitting against the wall. At least i did something i guess.
Yeah got inside the house when my dad came home and ate and now I'm here. I spent most of this evening watching big bang crap xD I am such a nerd xD

a lousy start to a up and down day xD

mmk so, this morning started at 6:30 when my sister's alarm clock went off. After five minutes, the buzzer was still beeping, fusterated i threw my pillow up to my sister's bunk, hitting her head. >=] haha Yeah, i went back to sleep and woke up at 8:30 to go make more hats at Hospice before the ice cream social. I spent the longest time sitting on my bed and looking at my hair...i have no idea why. So i went downstairs and place whatever i needed today on the sofa. I made some coffee and decided to run and catch the bus, but then i realized that my phone wasn't with me. I ran like a mad dog around the house looking for the damn piece of plastic. I decided to aim people to help me, but no one was really on, they were all sleeping...except Pauline! haha she like saved my life, she called my phone for me and guess where it was...UNDER THE DAMN SOFA next to my bag. -.-
Yeah so that made me miss two buses and i got to Hospice around 10:30 and made two hats =] Then me and everyone went down to Hillsboro to this one retirement center and helped out with the ice cream social, it was one very long max ride...very long. And it was a HOT day. The elders there all made you think of funny life is because you start off as a baby not knowing how to do much, needing help with everyday things, and then when you grow old you become a baby all over again.
So then on the ride home, me and lily decided to stop by pioneer palace for a little. I had to pee the whole time but we spent the longest time at the Sanrio store, yes us asians and asian stuff xD There was a "wishing tree" where you can write your wish and hang it up. I should've wished for luck in the match we had later, but i went and wished for my "tomato" happiness in that person he's wanting. haha yeah I'm dumb like that believing in wishing trees xD
Yeah we also went into the coach store...haha yeah i saw this CUTE purple wristlet. That made me regret buying the one i had now....ay yahhh.
So on the way back to PTC me and Lily was doing the big bang TOP and G-Dragon skit, where G-Dragon goes "hello, driver choi; goodbye driver choi; and how much driver choi". Yeah we were singing the LaLaLa song too, we were one pair of crazy hyper asians xD Yeah so she saw these cute guys in this car and she stops and leaves me being hyper all by myself. After crossing the street she goes, "Tabina there were these cute guys in the car next to us that why i stopped HAHA you missed out". I was like LILYYYYYY D=<>
When me and lily got to PTC we went in the bathroom and started to dance around xD yeah we were sooo hyperrrrrrr xD Then we headed to Clackamas to play our match.
Right when we get there i see these people who looked familiar, they were people i use to play ping pong with. It was funny cause they were like TABINA? and i was like YES? Haha. Yeah so i had a close doubles match today, it was 6 to 8. It was the worst game that i had ever played. I double faulted so many times, volleyed stupidly so many times, and hit the ball at the stupidest places. Margot talked to us about the match later was i was super upset and angry at myself. Her words are very true and inspiring. She says it just part of life to have those days when nothing is good, but it's those moments that makes you want to improve, it's those things that make your game better. I guess that was true. So after our little talk me lily and those clackamas girls played butts up...it was fun.
Yeah then i got home and ate. I haven't had the liver sausage paste in so long, it was good. <--- i think that's what you call it...i think. Now im here, watching some big bang videos...gahh they are sooo coooool. TAEYANG AND DAESUNG!!! GAHH =]

random........

You know, life isn't fair at all
Guys and girls seems to be really all the same, we all stress about the same things.
Both know the feeling of hurting when the person you like seems so far away.
This makes me think though, about how people say good things you do will come back but i wonder when it would come. I feel like i do so much and nothing comes back. I wasted so much time and effort into something that ts soooo dumb. And then that makes me think about how people say that you can't just sit and expect something to happen, you have to make it happen. But that is hard, it can either lead to something good or be the worst thing to ever happen. Life just sucks doesn't it?

my boring life =]

mmk so tabina's life has gotten boring...everything is getting lame. So i decided to start this blog =]
Yeah, i guess its a place to reflect on my day and for me to look like im doing something smart. xD I've read other blogs and i guess it doesn't have to be something OUT OF THIS WORLD. Yeah soo if your bored reading this crap...don't bother reading or telling me to stop xD

Let's see today started off with me waking up at 8:30. I spent 1 hour on the computer doing facebook quizes...yeah me and quizes. So by 9:30 i had 5 minutes to throw on all my crap and leave the house in order to catch the bus. Surprisingly i DID IT! =] The bus ride was like anyother day, boring and lame. I got to Hospice around 10:15 and volunteered there until like 11:30. I made one hat for patients =] there were some pretty funny looking hats there xD (no offense =D Yeah then i headed off to St. Johns to volunteer there.
On the way there i saw this guy....(yes tabina's gonna be talking about checking out guys >=])...he was cuteeeeeeeee xD It didn't seem like he was from here though because he was looking at his map trying to find his way around town. Yeah so i hoped on the yellow line and when i got off, ran my butt to the 75 bus.
I get to St. Johns around 12:30 and hit around with Shane for a little then got super tired...he made me run and i made him run...yeah what a workout xD. Then we play little tennis game drills with the little kids. It was fun, we did a simulation of doubles and me and little Charlie won! x] Then we played monkey ball....so much running, ay yah. It was a close game but our team lost and the little kid was soo upset i guess because he hasn't been winning at monkey ball. I felt so bad because he wouldn't talk to anyone and kept running away. *sighs
Yeah then we had practice (tennis). There was just 5 people and so we did one drill and played up and down the river. Then we played doubles, yeah it wasn't that good because i was tired. Ha i totally missed this serve...it was one fast serve though xD hopefully I won't be so tired tomorrow and be able to do good in our match against Clackamas.
After practice we all went to 7 eleven to get slurppies, i got shane to give me a doller for mines! xD yeah im cheap like that ><
Then us "Asians" got on the bus and it was EMPTY! lol bus times are times where me, lily, and Luehna just gossip and talk. Fun fun.
So then i got off the bus and walked to the library, it was a relaxing walk surprisingly. I got there returned my books and almost left. I didn't leave because i realized my $20.65 library fee isn't gonna go away for myself so i decided to ask if i could volunteer my fee off. They said they don't have programs like those but they told me that the summer reading thing will allow me up to $30 to pay for my library fees. How convenient was that xD
So now I'm home watching my family outing episodes and eating =]
That was my lame day xD