venting =D

I love mangas and fanfantasies but they are sometimes wayyyyy to addicting....books are too, especially the romantic ones. The thing that I dislike about them sometimes is the fact that they are so out of reach sometimes. I like how they can move me so much, making me laugh, hope, fear, be angry, and sometimes cry haha yeah I'm a big emotional crybaby xD they give me too much false hope though because it's just a story, how is something that wonderful ever going to happen to me? It's just too unrealistic, all this prince charming crap, I feel like it's too out of reach for someone like me. Sure you keep saying that one day he will come and sweep me off my feet but one day could mean never as well and it can also mean not forever...sighh I sound like a big emotional wreak LOL

oh yeah and effing people trying to make things worse is getting on my last effing nerves. seriously! who the hell do you think you are? You think you are all that? you aren't anything at all. God damnit i have no idea where you got the nerves to go and say shit but you better keep your mouth shut.....hahahha i dont think they will ever come across my blog and if they do i dont think they know im talking about them.
oh how i love bloggs =]