yeap haven't blog in a long ass time partly because I'm a lazy ass xD
So today i woke up pretty late, i didn't come home till 2 in the morning cause we were at my dad's friend's house and they were partying. I spent the whole time there......like the first 7 hours i was just being bored online....then the last few hours i realized that i had family outing! =D so i decided to watch it and regretted not watching it sooner =] i love how it saved me from boredom. family outing FTW! but wait...i also read news that JaeSuk might be leaving the show! oh no! oh well when that day come ill still have episodes to watch cause I'm only on episode 27 i think xD
Yeah so i woke up and went to the library with my dad and sister. Then we went to the bank and i got my first paychecks cashed in =] yeah so then we went to walmart, and the whole time i was really into my book.....i don't usually read....odd xD yeah and while shopping, the bank called and said that they gave me less than what i checked in. So we went back and got the money xD
Yeap i went home and spent a long as time reading again....HAHAH BOOK NERD yeah then i attempted to do English...barely got one page done and became distracted. Facebook was distracting and then i was making a character icon....that took like 2 hours xD
yeah then i made use of our leftover turkey, i made a turkey salad sandwich, it was pretty good =D [not bragging]
yeah nothing else in my day....
but i guess my head is beginning to think again....
I was with a friend this week and she asked me a question about 'celery': "do you think he ever liked you back, do you think you missed the chance on something good?'
that got me thinking....i spent a lot of time on him, and there were times when i felt like something was coming back, but then in the end....we just drifted off...don't even talk anymore. But i think, what if....what if something was there...what if he had feelings for me too and i didn't noticed? But then again....the changes of that are soo slim. You just have that feeling where you just know they can't possibly like you, its like they see you as another guy. Shows how sometimes, even though you invest so much time in and wait and hope, you just don't have the upper hand and it all becomes useless. Sometimes waiting for something gives you hope but most of the time it brings pain or just sad thoughts, so then why do we keep waiting? WE keep waiting cause we need hope in our lives to strive forward, I keep waiting because I are stupid and can't live with the fact that i need something to support me. I keep waiting because I'm stupid and won't let go on that stupid hope that is hopeless. Mannnnnn sometimes i just want to just idk.....
HAHA done with that =D
breath tabina breath xD
my obsession ;]
Friday, November 27, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
WOW
wow im effing pissed off even more now
i cna't even play audition even though i speant all day downloading it
it laggs hella =.=
i guess my computer is too old so it laggs.....sighhhhh
i cna't even play audition even though i speant all day downloading it
it laggs hella =.=
i guess my computer is too old so it laggs.....sighhhhh
Thursday, November 5, 2009
the past two days? =]
omg....haven't blogged in a while! xD too lazyyyy xD
lets see, Wednesday, yes Wednesday:
So....i went to English and was just sitting there listening to Gromko(<---- i dont think i spelt that right) talk, and decided to comb my fingers through my hair. Suprising there was fucking gum stuck in it....somehow fucking gum got stuck in my effing hair....wow what a great way to start of my day. I had to cut some of my hair out......luckily my hair has short layers in the back. Oh yeah, i also found out that i am close to a c in that class.....way to go tabina....slacking like shieeet this year.
Yeah so spanish was pretty chill i like the teacher, she's really nice =D
Physics, i guess im not that angry anymore but still am kinda pissed, i still can't believe that i got effing blamed.....fuck my life...seriously....-.- yeah we just did a lab today, nothing too special.
In math, we ended up not having a test...it didn't matter much though cause it wasn't like we could use anything to study. I had to pee the whole time >=I stupid sub
Then APUSH....oh yeah hella funny. This one person asked a very funny question. The teacher showed a picture of a house that was being burnt by rebellions. It was a big house but just like a rich house in the forest....somehow the person asked is that the white house. The whole class was cracking up it was HILARIOUS!
Then i had health occ, the finals were today....it was sooo hard -.- I like got 19 wrong out of 58 questions....ay yah =.= But its all cool i have a high A so it will still be an A =] When i was done with the test, i drew on the chalkboard with baongoc and roselily...haha hilarious also. I redrew the APUSH scene and jenny loved it! lol
So then afterwards we had practice....the whole day already sucked for me so i wasn't really enthusiastic. I was put on a court with two of the best guys.....way to lower my self esteem. i was able to get some points though =D Yeah but the whole time i was off, it was one of those days where bleh...sigh The whole time i was just wondering why am i even trying at stuff in life. No matter what i do there will always be someone else who's better, i can't be good at anything in life....why not just give up you know?
So after practice i got a ride home. We stopped by dairy queen and i got a dipped cone...even though it was like 50 degrees outside xD. Yeah it took a while for the food, and it was cold xD Then i got a ride home and attempted to start on APUSH. I read for a while but then started to fall asleep so i decided to start on physics....i ended up falling asleep as well. So i decided to sleep and do it in the morning. Yeah lame day couldn't do much.
Now, for Thursday....
Yeah, so i decided to wake up early to do homework. I was able to read alot of the APUSH book and got a ride from my mom so i was able to finish the reading. The whole day went past like a blur until lunch. I guess i have no pride.....according to tri....what a loser -.- Oh yeah luehna gave me a cute card to cheer me up from Wednesday it was very cute =D
Yeah so we had a little potluck in health occ and we had good food i guess. We watched white chicks <---- hecka funny even though its pretty old. xD
So after i decided to go to volunteer at stjohns with them. It was fun they had halloween treats from dancie's daughter, they were very delicious. I made taylor a card because i told her ill make her one. I told everyone to sign it and i gave it to her. Then wheel decided to make her one also...and i guess she liked it better because when she left, my card was sitting there. I guess that made me kinda angry because idk i want to think that she forgot but i dont know...sighhh. Today i drew and played bingo with the little kids, it was fun. YEah but then somehow wheel annoyed me agian. I dont get her, why does she always have to do everything you do and try to step over you, it annoys me. SHe thinks that she can do everything better....this is why i think my life is useless cause people like her overshines me; of course guys are gonna notice them more. THey just need to flirt a little and slut around a little and they have guy's hearts in their hands....sighhh effing annoying.
So afterward we went to this toy store, it was soo cute! there was alot of cute stuff, i know where im buying people stuff ^^ I felt like a kid all over agian! there were so many toys and stuffed animals and keychains and a whole bunch of cute things!!!! ><
Then i went home and went online...i haven't been on for a while so i was kinda addicted untill i couldn't stay awake any longer and had to go to sleep.
Friday....TODAY xD
Ok so i was awaken today by my mom to go to school, i was like i have no school today. So i guess that made her think that i wasn't going to go anywhere today. So i woke up and guess what? there were little kids at my house...i was like oh snaps. I already had plans for today i was suppose to go eat at 11:00....i was really ticked off. When it was already 10:45 i called my dad and i guess my nieghbor went to school so the kids were at my house cause i guess they thought i was going to stay at home today. Well they were wrong and i couldn't leave my house until 12....i was soo mad! I swear parents are just so inconciderate at times and its so annoying! ><
So by the time i go to todai, it was like 1 something, i only had an hour to eat before we had to go to practice. The food was okay, it was disappointing. There was no more green tea nice cream and the udon didn't even had all the things it use to have. It was just really disappointing. Plus i had to eat fast, we didn't have all day because we had to leave. i couldn't enjoy my food D=
Yeah so we went to practice and had to do alot of footwork drill. I was bloated because i didn't digest all of my food yet. Gee i wonder why, oh yeah its because i only had an hour to eat and to get to practice...why is that? OH YEAH its because of this morning. God i was so pissed. I almost didn't want to go anywhere this morning
But practice was fun it was worth it. Got to hit alot of balls and my serves now are more consistent! =D
So i went home and now I'm here....venting venting venting
Thanks for reading :D
lets see, Wednesday, yes Wednesday:
So....i went to English and was just sitting there listening to Gromko(<---- i dont think i spelt that right) talk, and decided to comb my fingers through my hair. Suprising there was fucking gum stuck in it....somehow fucking gum got stuck in my effing hair....wow what a great way to start of my day. I had to cut some of my hair out......luckily my hair has short layers in the back. Oh yeah, i also found out that i am close to a c in that class.....way to go tabina....slacking like shieeet this year.
Yeah so spanish was pretty chill i like the teacher, she's really nice =D
Physics, i guess im not that angry anymore but still am kinda pissed, i still can't believe that i got effing blamed.....fuck my life...seriously....-.- yeah we just did a lab today, nothing too special.
In math, we ended up not having a test...it didn't matter much though cause it wasn't like we could use anything to study. I had to pee the whole time >=I stupid sub
Then APUSH....oh yeah hella funny. This one person asked a very funny question. The teacher showed a picture of a house that was being burnt by rebellions. It was a big house but just like a rich house in the forest....somehow the person asked is that the white house. The whole class was cracking up it was HILARIOUS!
Then i had health occ, the finals were today....it was sooo hard -.- I like got 19 wrong out of 58 questions....ay yah =.= But its all cool i have a high A so it will still be an A =] When i was done with the test, i drew on the chalkboard with baongoc and roselily...haha hilarious also. I redrew the APUSH scene and jenny loved it! lol
So then afterwards we had practice....the whole day already sucked for me so i wasn't really enthusiastic. I was put on a court with two of the best guys.....way to lower my self esteem. i was able to get some points though =D Yeah but the whole time i was off, it was one of those days where bleh...sigh The whole time i was just wondering why am i even trying at stuff in life. No matter what i do there will always be someone else who's better, i can't be good at anything in life....why not just give up you know?
So after practice i got a ride home. We stopped by dairy queen and i got a dipped cone...even though it was like 50 degrees outside xD. Yeah it took a while for the food, and it was cold xD Then i got a ride home and attempted to start on APUSH. I read for a while but then started to fall asleep so i decided to start on physics....i ended up falling asleep as well. So i decided to sleep and do it in the morning. Yeah lame day couldn't do much.
Now, for Thursday....
Yeah, so i decided to wake up early to do homework. I was able to read alot of the APUSH book and got a ride from my mom so i was able to finish the reading. The whole day went past like a blur until lunch. I guess i have no pride.....according to tri....what a loser -.- Oh yeah luehna gave me a cute card to cheer me up from Wednesday it was very cute =D
Yeah so we had a little potluck in health occ and we had good food i guess. We watched white chicks <---- hecka funny even though its pretty old. xD
So after i decided to go to volunteer at stjohns with them. It was fun they had halloween treats from dancie's daughter, they were very delicious. I made taylor a card because i told her ill make her one. I told everyone to sign it and i gave it to her. Then wheel decided to make her one also...and i guess she liked it better because when she left, my card was sitting there. I guess that made me kinda angry because idk i want to think that she forgot but i dont know...sighhh. Today i drew and played bingo with the little kids, it was fun. YEah but then somehow wheel annoyed me agian. I dont get her, why does she always have to do everything you do and try to step over you, it annoys me. SHe thinks that she can do everything better....this is why i think my life is useless cause people like her overshines me; of course guys are gonna notice them more. THey just need to flirt a little and slut around a little and they have guy's hearts in their hands....sighhh effing annoying.
So afterward we went to this toy store, it was soo cute! there was alot of cute stuff, i know where im buying people stuff ^^ I felt like a kid all over agian! there were so many toys and stuffed animals and keychains and a whole bunch of cute things!!!! ><
Then i went home and went online...i haven't been on for a while so i was kinda addicted untill i couldn't stay awake any longer and had to go to sleep.
Friday....TODAY xD
Ok so i was awaken today by my mom to go to school, i was like i have no school today. So i guess that made her think that i wasn't going to go anywhere today. So i woke up and guess what? there were little kids at my house...i was like oh snaps. I already had plans for today i was suppose to go eat at 11:00....i was really ticked off. When it was already 10:45 i called my dad and i guess my nieghbor went to school so the kids were at my house cause i guess they thought i was going to stay at home today. Well they were wrong and i couldn't leave my house until 12....i was soo mad! I swear parents are just so inconciderate at times and its so annoying! ><
So by the time i go to todai, it was like 1 something, i only had an hour to eat before we had to go to practice. The food was okay, it was disappointing. There was no more green tea nice cream and the udon didn't even had all the things it use to have. It was just really disappointing. Plus i had to eat fast, we didn't have all day because we had to leave. i couldn't enjoy my food D=
Yeah so we went to practice and had to do alot of footwork drill. I was bloated because i didn't digest all of my food yet. Gee i wonder why, oh yeah its because i only had an hour to eat and to get to practice...why is that? OH YEAH its because of this morning. God i was so pissed. I almost didn't want to go anywhere this morning
But practice was fun it was worth it. Got to hit alot of balls and my serves now are more consistent! =D
So i went home and now I'm here....venting venting venting
Thanks for reading :D
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