christmas day =]

Yeah so i woke up today and went to chruch. It was kinda uncomfortable because we sat inside this time, too many people trying to squeeze into the seats =.= Yeah it was very windy today though, i didn't want to walk outside at all. So when we drove to the market, i just wanted to stay inside the car to avoid the cold wind, but i guess i was forced to go in because i was BRIBED!!!! haha yeap my own father bribed me, it was either i go in and get something to eat for breakfast or starve! hahahah >=[
Yeah so we went home and i enjoyed my udon and my little asian drink :D yum yum

yeah then i helped my mom do all the food, peel the shellfish and other crap xD. Yeah then pretty soon people started to come and it because very akward....adults just try to start a convo with you but it ends very fast....pretty akward if you ask me xD yeah so i ended up just stuffing myself in my room. HAHA i have a new obsession, b2st =] especially yoseob =] heehee that little cutie =]

Yeah so my friend today had good news im very happy for her =] Ill support her all the way =]
there are just some people out there though that i dont get, i dont see why they have to be so selfish sometimes? can't they just try to see it from the other person's point of view? yeah oh well i guess that's their problem, you can't change who they are sometimes =.= but i guess that's what makes them them, gotta accpet them and everything right? ;]

Sighh when am i going to find my prince? just when i think i found him, reality hits and we can't be together.....sigh....what's happening to my life? What happen to the tabina that doesn't care about anything but just focus on school and having a fun life with people i love....i hate how much i have changed. I guess you can't have something forever and you just have to learn how to let go to and take all the happy memories with you....but its so hard sometimes because you can't accpet that its not there anymore.
ill miss all those good times though...if you are reading this...i hope things work out for you =] FIGHTING =D