Finally….you picked up, but why do i feel like it is just going to be another repeat of last time?
Are you really gonna stick to your words now? Has my effort finally been paid off? Has all this wait finally paid off? All this time i have spent waiting, will i regret it?
These questions, these stupid questions, why do i feel like i already asked them? Why do i keep bothering with this….this same stupid cycle….I sit here and everything repeats around me. I feel lost, i feel no motivation, like i can’t move out of this position because something might happen….but why do i feel so regretful? When will i be able to not care and to just step of this marry go around?
S0....Tabina decided to attempt to make those asian cakes...you know what i am talking about? you know, those asian fruit ones you eat at birthdays? well....i tried and it didn't come out bad at all! i was very proud of myself =D
the cake was as moist and light as it should be x] and the custard actually did work out well with the cake =DDDD
yayyyyyy
So, i didn't have any other fruits except for bananas and apples, so that's what i put in the cake =D the middle layer is a mix of custard, bananas, and apples =] the black dot you see is a random piece of chocolate my mother put ontop of the cake XD
Take a deep breath, breathe in and breathe out....
Take every moment in and savor the feelings you are feeling right now.
Take time and absorb everything in....cause no one knows when you are going to experience something that amazing or important again.
Maybe that moment isn't the best moment in life, maybe its the worse thing to happen and you wish for it to be over as soon as possible...
But have you ever stopped to think of why it's such a bad experience? have you reflected on what choices you made that caused it to become so horrible? Maybe if we just stop and think about it....we can change it into something more meaningful. Maybe we can make a difference or maybe we can just learn for the better, so that next time....we wont do the same thing.
Senior year....oh my.... it has gone by so quickly already....can you believe our last winter in high s
chool is over? pretty soon our last ever winter formal is going to happen...oh gawd...i can't think about it =[ Soon everything is going to go by too quickly...after finals...oh god...i just know its going to pass by like a flash and everyone is going to walk across that stage into a new future. The future...no one knows what will happen....what friends we will keep or what enemies or friends we will make.
I need to slow down and smell those flowers....i need to enjoy every moment i get with important people around me.
Slow down tabina.....pause for a bit....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG YO SEOB ;] (hahhaha i probably ruined the mood of this poem with this!)
s of course tabina will have beast related stuff!!
XDDD but anywhoooo aren't you allll glad that this year is over?! I bet many are as excited as they are!
yessss themmmm!!! in the picture to the left XDDD
they are so cute! i swear this year...damnnn i've been so obbessive over them! but hey! they are one heck of a talented group, they are no longer just the RECYCLED group! they have earned their title as BEAST ;]
Damnnnn their last performance of the year was WAYYY BEYOND GOOOD! YOSEOB hel
d the longest i dont knowwwww~ everrr that boy has sooo much talent! DAMN! but i guess the cutest stage was when they did T-ara's YA YA YA XDDD even though the cam was basically yoseob biased, i dont mind ;]
But time to get serious shall we ;]
I REALLY WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE! that's right EVERYONE who has impacted me in life somehow! This year was really well....everything! sad happy boring stressful and any other word you can think of!!!! this break was really worth it! i had sooooo muchhhhh fun!
but anywhooo my post is dedicated to all of my love ones!!! I know we cry together, laugh together, bash together and even get angry with each other but you all need to know that i love you all!!!!!! yes yes i know i keep going on and on about the same thing but like idk how to do this post!!! XD
let's just hope that this year will bring even more laughter and happiness!!! SARANGHAEYO!
Ok time for me to dedicate a song to all of you guys too!
i already posted this but hey xD its a good song
and if you are reading this right now...at this time....[12/31/10 - 1/01/11] then the song should be playing toooooo
omg so time for tabina to rant on agian about how much she loves beast =]
they are so sweet! they have good fan service. so at their concert, they split into 3 duos xD kikwang with hyunseung, doojoon with dongwoon, and yoseob with junhyung =D
each pair came up with songs for the concert and omg its fabulous! they decided to put htem out into audio as a christmas gifts to the fans! and guess what!? they performed them tooo!!!! its so beautiful!
This first one is doojoon and dongwoon's 'when the door closes' it is truly beautiful! the mankae and the leader performing together? what a success dont you think? the piano and their voices....mmmmmmmmmmmmmm =]
this second one is yoseob and junhyung! it is such a goood song! im in love with it! it is so sweet! they wrote it for the fans =] its called thanks to! "we always singing just for you~" so catchy!!! i love their performance it is so nice =]
This one is kikwang and hyunseung's 'let it snow' its not bad =D not my most favorite but still they are great singers =]
yeapp and the best part? they are releasing a full version of lights go on agian too!!!!! i am so excited =]
Finally….you picked up, but why do i feel like it is just going to be another repeat of last time? 
