same stupid cycle

Finally….you picked up, but why do i feel like it is just going to be another repeat of last time?

Are you really gonna stick to your words now? Has my effort finally been paid off? Has all this wait finally paid off? All this time i have spent waiting, will i regret it?

These questions, these stupid questions, why do i feel like i already asked them? Why do i keep bothering with this….this same stupid cycle….I sit here and everything repeats around me. I feel lost, i feel no motivation, like i can’t move out of this position because something might happen….but why do i feel so regretful? When will i be able to not care and to just step of this marry go around?

success =]

S0....Tabina decided to attempt to make those asian cakes...you know what i am talking about? you know, those asian fruit ones you eat at birthdays? well....i tried and it didn't come out bad at all! i was very proud of myself =D

the cake was as moist and light as it should be x] and the custard actually did work out well with the cake =DDDD

yayyyyyy

So, i didn't have any other fruits except for bananas and apples, so that's what i put in the cake =D the middle layer is a mix of custard, bananas, and apples =] the black dot you see is a random piece of chocolate my mother put ontop of the cake XD

moveeee

Yeah...im making the switch to tumblr....who knows why...maybe ill be bored of that and come back to blogger =]

i dont see the different in both....at least in the other one, i can repost pictures easily

Here it is.... xD lolwtftabinaaa.tumblr.com

but hey....loook at what sexinesss tabina founddddd

like yong junhyung ;]

stop and smell the flowers why don't you

Let's pause....

Let's close our eyes,

Take a deep breath, breathe in and breathe out....

Take every moment in and savor the feelings you are feeling right now.

Take time and absorb everything in....cause no one knows when you are going to experience something that amazing or important again.

Maybe that moment isn't the best moment in life, maybe its the worse thing to happen and you wish for it to be over as soon as possible...

But have you ever stopped to think of why it's such a bad experience? have you reflected on what choices you made that caused it to become so horrible? Maybe if we just stop and think about it....we can change it into something more meaningful. Maybe we can make a difference or maybe we can just learn for the better, so that next time....we wont do the same thing.

Senior year....oh my.... it has gone by so quickly already....can you believe our last winter in high s

chool is over? pretty soon our last ever winter formal is going to happen...oh gawd...i can't think about it =[ Soon everything is going to go by too quickly...after finals...oh god...i just know its going to pass by like a flash and everyone is going to walk across that stage into a new future. The future...no one knows what will happen....what friends we will keep or what enemies or friends we will make.

I need to slow down and smell those flowers....i need to enjoy every moment i get with important people around me.

Slow down tabina.....pause for a bit....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG YO SEOB ;] (hahhaha i probably ruined the mood of this poem with this!)