First Snow, First Kiss

"The person who stole my heart already
I think I can give you my all, you are my first love
White like the snow, without me knowing anything
Love comes to me
The stars in the night sky are even giving us blessings
If you are here I sing
Even in the cold rain winds and the dark nights come upon us
My heart will never change, I promise
Hoping that girl in my dreams will speak of love
I'm waiting for the first snow
On the streets where the first snow falls
Meeting eyes with her
I flew above the skies holding her in my arms
You are my first love
On the streets where they exchange love
Kissing her on her lips
Let's spend this night together, together forever
You are my first love" [credits to b2strising.com] ~ First Snow, First Kiss by Yoseob and Drama

This must be the sweetest song i have heard this year! Not only that, i have never seen such close relationships with singers from different groups. And no, they aren't gay, he's crying because he knows that after this production, him and yoseob won't see each other for a long time agian. They were very good friends and this career makes it hard for them to have time to hang out and such. The mv is below, this is so cute but it can be tear jerking if you allow it to be i guess D= anywhooo enjoy ;]

Yes, yoseob is still so fine ;] and i still believe in dooseob as well even though this was a true tie xD

damnnnn boyyy

DAMNNNN what schoool do you boys go to? let me go too ;]

To Jenny Chau =D

Facebook, wouldn't do the hyperlinks correctly for me so here i go =D
Dear Jenny, i would attempt a rap to describe how much you mean to me, but i would fail in a worse way than yoseob did. You are one amazing girl! you are very
beautiful girl, you need to start realizing that!!! I LOVE how when you use big words and i am lost, you still define those words for me =] I trust you a lot and i know that i can tell you anything, you know more things about me than most people do. I know that i can come to you and cry and just let lose in front of you. I don't just consider you as my best friend because i feel that we are closer than that =] I am very greatful for the times we have in class and how we have soooo many things to laugh out loud about. i love spamming you with
sexy or cute pictures of beast, because i know you will look at them =D I know i can be a handful at times, like when i'm angry or dorky and i thank you for putting up with it. LOL even though i hate it, i still let you pinch my cheeks even though sometimes i want to hit you back. I really admire how strong you are and just know its ok to once in a while be weak and come to me, my shoulders are always there for you. over all, i am very thankful to have you in my life, i LOVE you soooooo much! Let's go make more
memories together and make the best out of the rest of this school year. YES! bow down to my beast spamming even when im doing something meaningful ;] aisteruuuuu

but you won't do the same...

"you don't just stop loving someone,

either you never did or you always will."

Self-explained....

This week wasn't bad i guess....just the same old same old. School is still as boring and as time consuming as ever =p

idk....things are just boring....

someone asked me this week if i like anyone

and i answered as no. I thought about it more and realized that its true, i really like no one anymore and haven't been thinking of liking anyone...i guess my head has been in the right place and has been focusing on the important stuff? Sighhh i guess im just done with boys for the moment, haha i guess i just liked too many and now realized that they are all the same XD

But if i had to pick a type of boyfriend that i want...i would say yoseob ;] hahha even if i dont truely know him, i like his voice, his cuteness, and his personality. Let me repeat that i do not know him, so therefore its true that i like the image he allows others to see and what he says through his internviews...so dont start hating on me and saying "you dont even know him" fuck off =_=

YOSEOB = TABINA's BOYFRIEND IDOLLLLLL =] yes he's the image of my perfect kind of guy. I use the world image for a reason because i know there isn't another yoseob in the world and its impossible to get the perfect someone.

But yeah he's so adorable!

<---- Gahhhhhhhh i am so in love with my desktop background =D its snapshots of yoseob in the beautiful mv =] sometimes i just wish i could understand and speak korean xD

"I like you the best and I only need you
I’m going to engrave you in my heart
You’re the most important in my life"

~ I like you the best by B2st

This is such a cute song! i liked it when i first heard it =] i was so excited to watch them perform it! i just wish it was the whole song!!!! they are so cute! but i swear yoseob just gets all my attention! his voice is so beautiful!!!! he's just as amazing live!

i like you b2st XD

damnnnnnnnnnn helllllllla sexy and seductive move ;] he's cute and sexy what more can a girl want? xD

nothing better than you =]

My bias =]

Yoseob always manage to somehow sing my favorite parts of any song =D

hahaha time to spam some yoseob loveeeeeeeeee ;]

That felt good ;]

this is my most favorite seen in the whole mv =D

breath in breath out, huuuuu huuuuu xD

I spent my veteran's day at vickys house =]

it was fun! we finally finished our MAMA project video

hahah we are such dorks, we know we wont win but it was fun!

our video is silly and not as good as others D= but it was worth it =]

enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

my obsession

You boys are so dorky and handsome ;]

i love how they always manage to make my day better =]

i can't wait till tomarr =]

i'm sorry

"I, who pushed your clinging body away
I, who regretted after sending you away
I miss you like this
Miss you miss you" ~ B2st - I'm sorry

Speaks for itself

10th week of school

ummm i dont remember......xD i went to jennifer's sleepover =]

yeah other than that....i dont remember much xD but anywhooo yeah my camera is being stupid so no pics

howeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr me and vicky did our b2st fan video message =D

lights go on again =D

Today wasn't that good of a day....i realize that i am a bitch and a stupid one too...actually i already know i am im just emphasizing it.

The reason why im so mean about others may not make sense but at least they do to me....i can't help it..its my nature...you don't like it? "thank you come again" =]

(yeah whoever edited this picture kind failed...but i used it anways =D)

Anywhooooo even after a stupid day at school tennis sometimes makes it better. And after

tennis what makes it even better is that i get some time to myself and do whatever i want, and beast usually helps bring ten minutes of heaven into my life....well especially today that is, this mv is so calming...it calmed down my anger =]

and you can call me obsessive? but please dont imply it as though im some crazy stalker...i am not, you know why? because i do not stalk them, i am not even half as intensive as some of the other fans out there ok?

anywhooo back to my point, these boys are amazing, they have a lot of potential dont you think? =] their voices are amazing, heehee this is their teaserrrrrrrrrrrrr...even though the album came out already

Their voices are amaaaaaaaazing and yoseob? dont get me started, that boy can sing! everyone was soooo perfect! junhyung's rapping is sooooo mellllow xD they just remind me of angels against the background =]

like crazy

"My heart still hurts, I can't hold in my tears
Even though I said I had already forgotten, even if I try to lie to myself
Because I still can't forget you
*My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do
I want to live proudly, what to do, my tears keep falling*
What did I do wrong
Why did we separate
I don't know the reason, I'm so furious
No matter how hard I try to forget, in the end it's still you"

Lyrics from Like Crazy by 2AM

they are an amazing group....all their songs are very emotional and powerful

Where are you? how can you just disappear like that? What happened to the things you promised? I don't need you to come back into my life completely, i just want to know you are ok. I just need to talk to you to know that the thing we had was real....sigh....i dont want you doubt anything...but i can't help it.

When will i get pass the disconnected line? When can i reach through to you?

Here is another song from their new album

the story line is a bit confusing

So the storyline that made sense to me was that in the beginning, the circled date

was their anniversary or something. He picks up the phone and he is surpsrised because his girlfriend had died the day before, so when the

mv was viewing him, it was always the 26t

h. The girlfriend herself was still in the 25th when she called him. He ran back to the scene because he though his gf was still alive but when he got there he realizes she isn't. Then he realizes in the room that the phone linked him to his girlfriend who is stuck in the 25th, so basically he is

calling from the future. He calls her to tell her not to open the door but she thought it was a joke and she got murdered...idk where the murderer came from.
yeah the mv does not relate to the lyrics...but its still as heartbreaking

onehundredth;]

HEY! ITS MY 100th POST!!!!!!

and of course to "celebrate" i have to include beast xD
hopefully this will bring a smile to all your faces =]

gahhh i just love these boys so much...idk why! haha their voices are really beautiful and there songs are just so amazing....anywhoooo my goal is to make it to......200 now! haha lets do it! =D