tiredddd

Lets see...i dont remember much about my weekend at all haha, all i know was that there was ALOT of church to go to and i was very tired all weekend. blehhh, i remembered that i went to get measured for my ao dai (vietnamese dressthingy) and my family and i went to eat =]
Another thing that i remember was Tri Tran, freaking douchebag. so like we were suppose to have a study session and i guess i didn't come home early enough so he decided to have it at his house. I texted him and called him to see if i could come over yet but i guess his phone was on silent for some reason and so i was stuck home....stuck on homework....feeling as though life was over... HAHA not to THAT extreme but i was pissed XD.

Yeah so now onto monday...ummm it was a chill day i guess. I once again fail at chemistry so i didn't turn in homework again =_= gee i wonder why...hahah freaking tri. Yeah so we went to tennis practice after school and it was outside. We were hiting for like maybe ten or twenty mintues then it started to pour down rain! so we all ran inside and i guess we ran laps in the upstairs track. After that i went to meet up with tri and jiahuan and my umbrella broke...=[ it was horrible, the wind was too strong for it x[

yeahh they wanted to go to sushi land so i just went with them haha i ended eating...=[ i wasn't suppose to, i was suppose to save up, gahhh.

so then afterwards i went to tri's house and now i finally understand it! haha that douche redeemed himself haha. thank you! =]

Today was a lame day, i wasn't in a good mood, i have no idea why. Too much stuff was due and then i was procrastinating so i can't blame anyone but myself. I have so much work to do for tomorrow and friday as well! how am i going to survive?! D=

Yeah we played grant today, i was fusturated with myself. I could've done so much much better but for some reason i played like crap, i felt like i let down not only myself, but my coach as well as margot and those people in past&e...sighhh i suck, i shouldn't be playing so high up.

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haha anyone smart enough to know what that is? xD

heehee when you called it was kinda unexpected and yeah, it was kinda awkward because my dad was right next to me, haha so sorry that i couldn't talk? xD

Yeah but im sorry im so nervous and i talk so quietly, i dont know why though. haha i am not that type of person usually. Usually i will talk loudly and yell on the phone and, just be normal i guess. but who knows...maybe because its just you. haha i guess that shows how much you mean to me and how i want to make myself seem good enough for you. =] You make me feel very special and good about myself and i hope that i make you feel the same way. If not tell me because i really want to you know how much you mean to me and i want you to always be happy when you are with me.

yeapppp i guess that's all i have for today =]