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Saturday, April 3, 2010


Ohmigahhh ever since school started I've been so busy with homework blehh. Barely any sleep. I miss spring break, sleeping as early or as late as I wanted and I could wake up as late or as early as I wanted too as well. Haha yeah so that's why I haven't blogged in so long.
Let's see...Monday was good I guess but there was so much due. I went to clinicals and it was my last day haha my CNA gave me some cake, yumm haha yeah I help her do vitals and clean people and stuff. Yeapp there was a guy with no legs or arms, I felt so bad for him so we did other stufff as well. I helped one of the patient apply vasaline to his leg and foot, the poor old guy had super dry and flacky skin that looked like it can hurt if you touched it. I was happy afterwards cause his legs looked better and he was very thankful as well ^^



yeah, afterwards we went to taco bell, I wasn't suppose to spend money that week but I did T_T yeah so I went home and did homeowrk...sighhh I hate homework. I was trying to get my english notebook done but I didn't finish -_-
tuesday, hmm I don't really rmember if anything happend....yeah I know for sure I didn't finish my English notebook and plus I also had my apush notebook to do -.- yay me. I think we got rained out of our match that day and instead of going home right away to do homework, I think I went to nela with lily. We talked more than did homework haha. We were talking about planning a senior year trip. I don't know if I would want to go to Korea...I would LOVE to but it's so costy. I would go to china with them though, at least they would know how to speak the language lol.
Wednesday, hmmm I don't remember anything much. I woke up late that day T_T I was suppose to wake up early and do homework before school but my alarm didn't wake me. I was so mad and I was late to gromkos class, she told me she marked me absent cause I was soo late, I understand though =[ yeah so we had a match that day against Gresham. I played with Mary again and we took so long! Omg I can't believe it took three sets but it was worth it. We won 6-2, 5-7, and 6-2. They were a good team though, I had fun ^^ afterwards y coach told me that I foot faulted a lot! I never food fault before...I guess I have to be careful from now on. She also told me that the other coach said that I was the best player on the courts...pshhh what lies..I suck hella. I went home and colasped..I was tired so decided to sleep and do hoemwork in the morning and made sure my dad would wake me up so I don't be late.


Thursday hmmm nothing else happend this day I think...well maybe something did happend but that's what I get for not blogging regularly haha. We did play Lincoln though...me and Mary played number 1 doubles....big mistake yo. That team is like so pro one of the girls is like my idol, she's so good. Plus she's rich and pretty...sighh I'm no match for that kind of girls, I'll never be "the girl" that people wants blehh xD
Hmm yesterday was a super easy and relaxing day. We had the diversity assembly, it was alright. There were shirtless guys dancing whoot whoot a few of them had some nice boddies ;] yeah we had six and seventh off today so we decided to go eat at Jin Jin again. After that I went to chruch...omgg it took so long. When i got home, i slept like a pig x]

Hmmm life right now is good I guess, could be a bit better but I'm not complaining ^^ I wish we can spend More time together, yesterday was nice wasn't it? I was just sitting there talking to you, it felt nice ^^ like I said, I'm happiest when I am with you. Hmm also what I said yesterday I mean it too, I want to hold your hands and hug you not just for a night but for the rest of my life. Haha tabina can rhyme ;] on my steps to become a rapper people haha sykke. Heehee don't be afraid to tag me, I don't really care what others say, as long as I have you I am happy^^ I guess thats the thing with relationships of any kind isn't it? You have to learn to give up some things in order to obtain something else, you have to have trust and not question everything that you question.
Hmm this just brought simple love by jay Chou into my mind...haha it's a sweet song, I'll end my post with the lyrics, this is for you ^^
"I want to just hold your hand like this and never let go
Can love be this simple without pain
You leaning on my shoulder
You sleeping on my chest
Like this kind of life, I love you, you love me." ~

At this moment...i really do miss you, i wish we can talk a little second more at times. Sometimes i want to talk more so that i can tell you how importnat you are to me and how much i love you. I guess there are so many obsticles between us, i guess we just have to stay strong right? jyjy ill keep fighting so dont worry about me =]

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