wow...

yeah so i haven't been able to blog for a long ass time xD
Part of it is my lazziness, but most of it is because my laptop was broken. But lucky me we got a wireless router thing on my computer so yeah i have Internet now ^^
but my dad's not letting me download anything...so no auditioning D=
LAMEEEE

Yeah but homework now and days will be easier to do =D

Life as junior year now is so hard. So much homework and my schedule is filled up with practice and work/volunteering. busy busy.

Im into my venting mode again =D here we go...xD
There are so many times in life where you think nothing can make you smile and you feel helpless and those are the only thing that you are acknowledging; while completly overlooking all the good things in front of you. Don't you just hate the feeling when you want something so badly but you can't have it? The feeling where you know for sure you can't get something but you can't help but stick to it. I feel like an idiot, useless; someone who doens't know what they want or why are they living anymore. Why does things have to be so complicated in my mind? i just want to sleep and wake up and forget everything and start all over again.

hahah one of those moments
wow no more color options?

immmm bacccckkkkkkkkk